Never Coming Back

How you took me down,
flung my heart all around
and you dangled me like a doll.

Until there was nothing left at all,
making me love you,
making me hate.

I hope you have it all;
what makes you so great?

I'll miss you laugh,
but most of all your smile.

When you looked at me
life was worthwhile;
you took this dream
turned it into a nightmare.

I wanted you to protect me
but when I looked, you weren't there.

So I hope you enjoy where you are now
'cause you're never coming back, no way, no how

Lost in this maze,
dying in this haze,
tired of all the shit
and the games you play.

But I say that I hate you
we both know I never will

If there was a slice of your heart
I hope it'd be my place to fill.

So I'm drowning out my thoughts of you
so I may breathe clear under this hue
and let the waves crash over me.

With this final note, I'm through
heading back to the sand to write your name one last time.

I'll never forget our memories,
your heart and mine
and for what may seem like a childish game.

I hope you know that I'll always write your name
through this threshold of emotions
crashing together.

I hope someday you'll read this
as it's my final letter.

In order to cage my heart and make it all better
I reach out to you one last time
to put it back together.

I never wanted to leave
and as tears caress my words.

I hope this gets to you
and as it gets colder
and frost fills the air.

I hope you return to me.
I can feel you already there
warming this spot in my heart
and retake your space.

I'll keep this safe for you
and never fill its place.